In the two and a half years of our lives, we have only just found a 'song'. It was he who nominated it.

Tracy Chapman - The Promise

If you wait for me then I値l come for you
Although I致e traveled far
I always hold a place for you in my heart
If you think of me, if you miss me once in awhile
Then I値l return to you
I値l return and fill that space in your heart

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I値l find my way back to you
If you値l be waiting
If you dream of me like I dream of you
In a place that痴 warm and dark
In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I値l find my way back to you
If you値l be waiting
I致e longed for you and I have desired
To see your face your smile
To be with you wherever you are

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I値l find my way back to you
If you値l be waiting
I致e longed for you and I have desired
To see your face, your smile
To be with you wherever you are

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I値l find my way back to you
Please say you値l be waiting

Together again
It would feel so good to be
In your arms
Where all my journeys end
If you can make a promise if it痴 one that you can keep, I vow to come for you
If you wait for me and say you値l hold
A place for me in your heart.

I see him twice a week at the very most - and on these two days, I work 8.5 hours out of each. I feel like I'm single. But I can't enjoy the attention of others because I'm not.

But I can't enjoy being with someone, because I'm not that, either.

I'm so confused about what I want...

But then I listen to this song, and it's so very us. It makes me cry and love. It makes me miss him and need him. It makes me frustrated at this situation.

I just...want...need...to know...

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